The clouds today were simply amazing. i always feel like God is just chillin up on one, like its a siesta sack or something. they didn't look anything like these clouds, i just thought this a sweet cloud picture. the ones in real life were very extraordinarily fluffy. most accounts of God coming to earth that i have read have been on clouds, something glorious that we'll never understand.

this morning was probably the worst i've felt as far as where God wants me in a very long time..actually about this time last year. i applied for a year long internship at a younglife camp, windy gap, and was pretty set on being there. i felt very confident on that being exactly where God wanted me to go and wanted me to do. but an email said otherwise. windy gap told me that i did not meet the age requirement for the program. this really made me mad at first but when it all sunk in i almost felt like i was lost. there's usually things that i tend to put in my life that i have the utmost confidence in not only myself but God as well, that they will not fail, will never go wrong, and will always be there. and i felt like this internship was one of those things. but i guess God has a different plan for me..i've come to realize that with the whole windy gap thing, it was mostly on a whim that i applied. then i slowly involved God. well the kind people at windy gap sent my application to another camp where age didn't matter, and i feel a lot better just knowing that God was apart of this decision for the new camp from the get go.

played some worship tonight with the best worship team for youth in the tri-cities, haha. we played this song that is just so sweet to listen to. i felt honored to be able to play it for God, i've never felt like that when worshiping. it was a pretty cool experience.

Proverbs 16:3 - Commit to the LORD whatever you do, and your plans will succeed